Monday, September 03, 2007
just feel like writing something... but not sure how to start...
it's sch holidays now... but definitely no holiday for me... have lots of work to do as usual...
feeling quite down and demoralised now... due to some reasons...sometimes, i do wonder... is it my expectations are getting higher or am i getting more and more petty... certain things that i used to be able to tolerate but now i realise i can't... why is this so? i dunno... how i wish there is someone who can give me an answer...
sometimes i also wonder... y am i not like certain category of ppl? at times when i think that i am at certain level, but things and responses that ppl gave me realised that... hey, i am actually not that good after all. there is always someone better and nicer that me... then again, i'll feel sad... am i have high expectations on myself or i care too much on how ppl look at me???
i really dun know... haiz... : (
just hope that i'll feel better when i wake up tomorrow...
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